i'm feeling alittle emo today.
i found out my mother doesn't think of me as an adult because i'm 19. it's almost endless how i've been handicapped. anytime i'm trying to talk to anyone face to face, she'll cut me off and act like i couldn't explain it myself. or when i depend on her to do something for me, she'll wait to the last minute to do it, or screw it up by not getting the full source of information on it. i ask her to help me transfer to a new college, she says "oh hey how about maryland U? they keep calling me at work about going there. you should go instead!" we get there today, and i find out the am NOT going to maryland U, but UMUC, the business college next door where it seems 30-somethings yahoos who want to go back to school to get more degrees to qualify for higher paying jobs go. i was the youngest person there, and people kept giving me funny looks, until i realized what kind of college it was. before i can get a word in edgewise, she chats it up with the representitive and find out she can't get me into a class because classes start today, which i had told her already.
so i get stuck with a online class that i can't take until october.
god, i'm so tired of depending on people to help me out.