I'd like to add my condolences, but when you think of her, think of all the good she's brought to the world and that includes yourself.
Personally, I could only hope to have a life as she's had.. children, grand children.... it would be my honor to clock out of this world with such a record.
Her loss is something that should be properly mourned, but you do her even greater honor by continuing to live and live every gorram second to its best and to its fullest, man. :thumbs:
That's what she'd want and you make her time on Earth that much more worth it by doing so.