Aoiblue
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hi everyone of HJU,
im not really a person everyone knows here, but this is the only place i know where i can actually feel free to say my mind.
im a 15 year old guy and its odd for an emotional situation to come up cause im going through a place in my life where i have an oppurtunity to decide what to do about my future. And i dont know what to do... i have a hard time sleeping, i feel crappy whenever i do wake up, sometimes i think i should just give up.
but a glimmer of hope came, i found out that a couple of my dads friends are being hired to go to japan and get into this "conversational english" and you get paid to talk in english with other japanese people.
I got so excited about this because i once live in japan for 6 years, and i actually never came to terms leaving.
so i asked my dad how i can do this job, and told me to graduate high school and get a 2-4 year degree in college. if you get hired they pay for your housing! but my dad sayed that was only a slim chance of that happening
and told me that it should be a SIDE plan, now im back to square one.
what should i do? can you guys help me? should i go to my dream of going to japan, or just stay here in the states and get a job here.(by the way im gonna be a junior and so far my grades arent that good)
For those who have read this, I thank you.
-Aoiblue(aka Tony)
im not really a person everyone knows here, but this is the only place i know where i can actually feel free to say my mind.
im a 15 year old guy and its odd for an emotional situation to come up cause im going through a place in my life where i have an oppurtunity to decide what to do about my future. And i dont know what to do... i have a hard time sleeping, i feel crappy whenever i do wake up, sometimes i think i should just give up.
but a glimmer of hope came, i found out that a couple of my dads friends are being hired to go to japan and get into this "conversational english" and you get paid to talk in english with other japanese people.
I got so excited about this because i once live in japan for 6 years, and i actually never came to terms leaving.
so i asked my dad how i can do this job, and told me to graduate high school and get a 2-4 year degree in college. if you get hired they pay for your housing! but my dad sayed that was only a slim chance of that happening
and told me that it should be a SIDE plan, now im back to square one.
what should i do? can you guys help me? should i go to my dream of going to japan, or just stay here in the states and get a job here.(by the way im gonna be a junior and so far my grades arent that good)
For those who have read this, I thank you.
-Aoiblue(aka Tony)
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