yeah, well it sucks, it's been six years in the house without a girlfriend, i cant even talk to anyone in public, make friends, my father asks me why dont you talk to girls? i say because they all have boyfriends and it's pointless, i keep going to places, guys have girls all over them, it brakes my heart and im always getting mad at myself for not trying.
it's a major struggle for me to get out of the house by myself.
sometimes i think im going to die alone.