Just so you know...I'm not dead -sorry, I know some of you guys were actually hopin for this - but there are some problems -a lot/too much/let's say half of them was actually more then enough- with these things, in no particular order:
1] my family [meanin my parents]
2] my own family
3] work
4] health
and some other stuff that I'm not gonna say, but that someone already knows. Anyway, yeah, I'm still alive.