you looking down on yourself buddy ... come on, you should be much better than that, I'm sure and I believe you'll get one in the future ... may not be an JP gal tho ... as for me, girlfriends? currently approaching one ... we heheheheh ... hopefully, there's a bright future for us .... *victory* ...
~Finish the Toku I've started(seriously, my list is like Magiranger, Dekaranger, Hurricanger, Garo, Justirisers, Gransazers, Kamen Rider Black, and so on)
~Spend less money on Toku toys(I've got two things coming from HLJ, I'm getting a Turbo Ranger henshin brace set later this week, and I might be getting a KR Faiz helmet, and that's gonna be draining enough on my wallet)
~Be less pessimistic and bitter