Stupid me decided to check my grades online tonight :/ I have straight As/A+s.. except for my mark in my Psychology elective isn't showing up.. it says "Course in Progress" and it's fucking getting me worried. I can't call the school until Monday, either. I'm sure I passed, but I bombed an essay (60%) :/ I am worried if that fucked me over, now.. and I'm honestly scared if I got lower than a 65.. I feel like I'm sure I didn't.. because I got good on the tests (80-90%).. but I felt good about that essay (and got ****).. and I felt good about the exam (and I'm scared that I got shitty) and now I'm freaking scared as hell. I studied so hard.. and I felt confident.. but now because of this it has me frightened..
@_@ I feel like maybe there's a delay because of a question that got fucked up on the exam (there was no number 46 so we had to skip it and go onwards).. but damnit.. I hate feeling like this..
I don't want to have to retake a course this semester to make up for the credit.. because my schedule is jam-packed as it is.. (I'm going to be working on projects from like 10am till 10pm every day this semester) @_@ **** I feel so frightened.
Now I can't sleep ;_; On New Year's Day.. damnit.. why'd I have to check tonight? ;__;..